I completely understand what you are feeling. You will really fit well in the Beginner Program. This program is all about helping people steady their ship and find their feet. The Beginner Program runs on kindness and the understanding that everyone is struggling.

€30 for 5 weeks

My beginner program is the only program I run that has set start dates and end dates. All the others run all the time. Check the home page for the next start date.